In the wake of the breakup, it's very tempting to feel hurt and to blame the other person for the breakup. Satan would have my pride swell up and consume me, leading me away from God. Dangerous prideful thoughts like "It's all her fault!" keep me from being motivated to press into the Lord, because in that prideful mindset I don't need more of Him. Nonetheless, the Holy Spirit pressed into me as I read all of Psalms 139 this morning, that not only does God intimately Love but is intimately involved in all the subtle details of my life! Jesus would have me come to him directly, with a humble heart, and ask him to point out any sin or offense that my relationship was ripe of. Processing through this, and ultimately surrendering my imperfections to God will lead me closer to Him in humility and reverence. Lord, thank you for your word, your love and your perfect magnifying glass and microscope on my sinful ways. Help me to always seek to surrender offending parts of me to you, I want more of you and less of me. Amen.
